Weirdest part . I'm at hospital kuala lumpur , accompany my dad who is doing surgery on monday . I got defer all my subject in college , and so my schedule to start work in lowyat plaza got postponed as well . Life stll goes on , so i having myself holiday for two weeks and well , my beloved classmate , studying in class for Advanced Chassis system . Both big Sisters is still at Pulau Pinang attending courses , and so as third sis which still at india , battling her way out for her studies which is tough shit . Nevertheless , life still normal for rest for my friends . All of them just busy , isn't it ? Adam , he is busy with his hitz cruzer thing and Jenn , being stress always about her work . Callen , go lucky life now , and Isabel is busy with her work thing , interview , writing article and so on . Lately being sad , my bro got into his trial thing that he dreamed on . As young as he is , I feel that this kind of thing is immature enough . And yet he is involving himself into all this kind of crap . I think it is necessity for people who to live in or surviving , such a stupid society where as gang or trial is controlling a city . I feel in a way , we need protection but we doesn't need to involve in trial for everything when comes the risk of taking our own life . Arrogance makes no difference in your life and It is already proven that you are more arrogant , you are more fuck up , you make no difference between animal and human being . For some reason , he just an ass who arrogant and wasting his precious money . You are fucked up . Discrimination , it happen all the places around , just that when you see to it . you doesn't know at all , how it happens and when it happens . It is just so random . And i writing this now , because i'm at my dad's wad freely using my free time . ;D Love , lets us don't talk about it now . I really tired . Hoping that someone will show up for me to lean on but It just no one that appear , feel sad though . I'm not sad , emo or whatsoever . I just feel you are wasting my time . Thats all . The end .
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Another month passed .
Soon will be month of october . aww!
I wished i could spit it all out .
It takes one second .
It takes one minute .
It takes one hour .
It takes one day .
It takes one week .
Don’t know how to spit . WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Friends ,
not much of hooking up with them lately . Feel so left out . Some really leave me speechless about them . Because i myself being thrown with shit lately .
Family ,
Not staying at home lately . I’m very bad boy for this week . Out until 2 or 3 am then back home . Mum nags as usual .
Life ,
Cars broke down once this week . Lower arm broken into two . Two days ago . Giving me a lot of headache . But luckily , She being fixed and managed to collect her from kp weng auto today !
Love ,
I do started to have feeling to someone . She is nobody compared you girls out there that have money , night life , private college and guys attention . But she is more valuable than you girls . ;D . She is more than you girls . ;D . that is what i wish .
Finished theory exam . Relieved . Tomorrow will be having practical exam then gonna have two weeks of sem break . Just now sent my father to hospital KL , for endoscope examination . Hopefully by tomorrow he will be back at home .
Not much to say after my break up with Mandy . As usual single as always . Kind of offended by my friend said . He asked so how many times you being in relationship in this year ? I said once . I know he is trying to show off . I didn’t have the right to plays girls feeling . And so , he show off by saying once only ah ! Speechless !
Dad is going to hospitalise on tomorrow . Most probaby will be busy at night because of need to rush to the hospital for fixing machine daily at night time . Tomorrow is exam and so the day after . Haven’t start study since sem starts after , after this week gonna have two weeks sem break . Times passes fast , few month more I going say bye bye to my college .
It’s doesn’t matter . What happened , I’m still myself .
Monday
As usual college , yesterday was late for my sleeps . Because I was texting someone until almost 1am . Don’t know why I’m not feeling sleepy . Wahahha .
I talk crap whole night long . 
Finally found one software to post my blog . Found alot of software but just can’t use . Now finally can post from ios iPhone .
Today is a Saturday . Not much to do since I already quited my job at starbucks . Next week will be starting work at pj ss14 . Working back at thunder match company . The pay is still the same . So far Im happy with the salary compared to starbucks Malaysia . Yesterday again had big fight at home . Dad this time was seriously unhappy over this issue and so as my big sis . Everyday same old issue again and again . Gonna work hard and get my thing done fast .
Long time didn’t blog . Feel so left out . 
. Never being so slow down previously . Slowing down loitering makes me feel strange and impressed . Hopefully I can disclipine myself . Okay , lately not much of incident happened . Slow month indeed and ghost month . Yesterday night saw alot of people praying , makes me feel damn eerie lately . But what to do . It is my culture too , helping my mum on the 15th of ghost month . Have to pray for blessing and hoping can lend a hand to hungry ghost who loitering around . May the month passes fast and I can reach my goal as soon as possible . So that , problems will be gone with hassle free .
